Still Can't Trust Her by Kyoshi & Hadiya McDuffie

Author:Kyoshi & Hadiya McDuffie [Kyoshi & McDuffie, Hadiya]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Literature & Fiction, United States, African American, Romance, Urban, Genre Fiction
Amazon: B00QMJH09M
Publisher: Don Dyvas Publications
Published: 2014-12-04T05:00:00+00:00

Chapter Nineteen

Jamari

I was tired of sitting in this house doing nothing, I mean I knew it wasn't safe for me to be out but there was only so much XBOX I could play. A part of me wished I would've just stayed in NC, but I knew that things happened the way they’re supposed to.

The shit I found out still blew my mind. Skye was my sister. My own mother had me kidnapped and didn't even bat an eye. I used to pray for the day that she came back into my life, but I didn’t think that she would come back this way.

I wiped the tear that rolled down my face as I thought about my mother or should I say Nora. I wanted so bad to hate her and act like she never existed the way Zacari does, but I couldn't. Truth is, she was my mother and I loved her. I was snapped out of my thoughts by my ringing cellphone.

"Yea?" I answered.

"Hey you. You never called," Trinity's sweet voice filled my ear causing me to smile.

"My bad Ma, I had some shit going on," I told her.

"Uh huh, tell me anything," she giggled lightly.

"So what's been going on Miss Lady?" I asked her.

"Just school and...” she paused.

"And what?"

"I have a son name Jamani," she told me and I was a little shocked.

"Wow."

"Yea, he'll be 3 in February," she replied softly.

The last time we were together came rushing back to me.

It was the summer before I left to go to school. Trinity and I spent that whole summer together. Before I left, we promised to not let the distance come in between us. After a year of me being at UNC, the calls got further and further apart, then stopped all together.

One day I called her and the number was disconnected. I was hurt, she was my heart, my fist love. She left me high and dry with no explanation and didn't once try to find me, or so I thought.

"Jamari?"

"Huh, uh yeah, I'm here."

"I'm sorry," she told me softly.

"For what?" She had me confused.

"The way we ended. I was lost and confused, when I got up the courage to call a chick answered your phone and I hung up," she told me and I automatically knew the female she was talking about. It was Monice.

Monice was a female I used to mess with on and off for a while. She was a cool chick, just too clingy. She wanted more from me than I was willing to offer, so I had to let her go. My heart was with Trinity and that would never change.

"Is he mine?" I asked her. She didn't respond right away.

"Yes, he's yours. I'm so sorry Jamari," she finally replied knocking the breath out of my lungs. "We can take a blood test if you want, I know he's yours though. You are the only man I've ever been with."

"Why didn't you tell me?" I whispered.

"I didn't know how. I was scared Jamari.

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